Sick & tired

Disability and illness

I am so exhausted, so tired, so extremely fatigued that I can’t think straight. So what else is new, I have ME, what do I expect? 

I think the big problem is that I need to do certain things, I want to do other things, and don’t have energy for neither. That I’m now in pain, nauseated and dizzy does not help. The fact that I’m not able to sleep will definitely not help. I wish I had som respite. I wish I could just get a week of nothing. A week in coma so my body could catch up a bit. So I’m not constantly ”in debt” to some energy bank, starting each day with less energy than the day before. 

You don’t know what tired is until you’ve been sickly tired for what feels like forever. How did this happen? You never think this will happen to you. I never did. These things happen to other people, not me. I was invincible. Until I wasn’t. 

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